hi. im better.i no longer where my heart on my sleeve.i feel free.they not in my face.i hope.nevermind.i was just getting ready to say i hope im not speaking to soon.i don't feel like i am now.praying helps and i show my faith on facebook.im not asahmed.i like facebook's new timeline profile.right now im on twitter also.i like our new computer.i wish i could get out the house more,but it's not that bad.life could be better though.i have a dog.she helps me with one symptom,putting my fingers in my mouth.i don't know if anybody else has this symptom.im just all around better,but im not symptom free.rosenblums wants me syptom free.alot of the old medicine causes seizures/this dosen't.it's to soon to tell if the voices are going to go away or not.oh well enough about me.happy valentines dayand happy maudi gars!

my illness

im not with spectrum anymore,i graduated,basically i quit because i met all my goals.now im with someone local called rosenblums.i go once a month and they changed my medicine to serequel because i was still having symptoms.im doing alright,just need insight.it's to early to tell if it working or not.i think it is.

no longer with spectrum

i with rosenblums now in my own parish.they trying to put me on new medicine and i feel normal on these medicines.pray that i don't get worse.pray soon!it's a matter of days before i get on this new medicine.i need to think positive that the voices are going to go away,but how can i when im on the right medicine.i kmow to do my coping skills and that's it.again please pray!

jesus

jesus

my illness

my mom dosen't respect my wishes,i ask her not to open the door when im eating because of my schizophrenia and we own cats and the voices gets sick because of that.that's why i don't watch tv.but they do when their home.so i can't get my wishes respected.tv can be a coping skill but not for me.i might start watching church on tv,im going to give it a chance,but if they have commercials im tuning it off.i need to go to church,but i want one where i can make friends.please pray for me.

talking like a baby

i need more help with the voices these days.telling them to shutup dosen't work anymore,they are getting worse,and i have to keep fighting with them,cause sometimes they just won't leave me alone.that's hard to do.praying helps,the group i use to go to named praying as a coping skill,because everybody was in agreement that it helped.you have to accept the lord jesus christ into your heart though and have a relationship with him 24 hours a day 7 days a week.you can pray in your head while doing something else or you might have an uplifting song in your head that praises him or a verse in your head that gets you through the day and that pleases him.it's hard to do,but you got to at least try.don't ever give up on your relationship with god,because there is no telling what he wants to do for you.he can make all your dreams come true,maybe not right away,but sooner or later.there's nothing god can't do.your small,but he's big,your weak,but he's strong.big and strong enough to make your dreams come true or anything else you might want to ask him.just believe.

my illness

sometimes it feels like i don't know what im thinking,so i journal when that happens.it helps.so does positive thinking.im glad i have these coping skills cause they help me come back to reality.so if any one is like me and feel like they need to know what their thinking,journal.offline or online,which ever you perfer.have a nice day and try to stay focused.remember to think positive.well that's all for now.if you want to follow htis blog you can ,but you might have to sign up.maybe.maybe not.bye.