my scizophrenia

the voices lessend,but they act like they want to come back.i can't even talk to myself.i just need to remind my self i moving foward,and im okay,because i get tiered of say leave me alone.im going crazy,,from now on im going to think positive.

MY schizophrenia,well it's like when they go away,im too aware.the tv is like im there,instead of on the screen.i tell them to leave me alone,but i must be talking to the wall,i relize im not supposed to be hollaring and screaming,but who can help that?i was doing deep breathing,but you can overdo a coping skill,that's why im on here journaling,because it's a coping skill.now im better i guess.i relize the voices aren't real,so what was making me feel different,i don't know.to be continued...i was back to normal,now i feel different again,if this continues?i might call the crisis line,because no one is home.

my schizophrenia

i have paranoid schizophrenia and im moving foward,im in rehab,well i just get home visits now,cause the bus driver don't want to come all the way out here,anyway, my coping skils help tremendously,i was feeling down in the dumps a while ago and i did a coping skill which was deep breathing and it helped,in the past my coping skills would only help sometimes,i think it's still like that,anyway,i was told to keep doing them by my doctor and my counselor.so that's what i do.i might go outside later, i think that's another coping skill.

my space

please checkhttp://kSolo.MySpace.com/snowebunny out my karoke on my space.

a job

my mom is helping me get a part-time job.probably be stocking shelves

my day

i m on my way to getting a job.i hope so anyway.thanksgiving,thanksgiving went well.everything was good.the food was good.we watched football and movies as usual and got to see everyone.their fine.im ready for christmas now.i wonder if i can add pictures from photobucket to this blog.

poetry

spread the christmas cheer...
and don't forget to feed santa's reindeer...
christmas is here...
with santa on his sleigh...
here on christmas day.

hi

how are yall?im not doing too good.because of christmas.mine sucked.i hope yours was okay though.

movies

im going to see just like heaven eventually.maybe tonight.i doubt it though.or should i say i hope so.

poetry

becky-wecky...
are you afraid of the dark...
not when it lights a spark.